Its happened. October has come. It is the month that I have been secretly hoping wouldn’t come (I know, I know…)
This month has me feeling a multitude of emotions; dread, excitement, fear, anxiety (what else is new)…
In three weeks, my baby is going to be turning 1. I cannot believe that my maternity leave is coming to an end. I can’t believe that this could in fact be my last maternity leave. Though my husband will tell you otherwise 😉
In three weeks my baby is going to be starting daycare. And we know what that means. Momma goes back to work. WTF!!! Where did the time go? Why has my lottery ticket not had the winning numbers!!??!!
I’m excited but nervous all at the same time. I’m sure you mothers out there reading this totally understand. A lot is going to change and it will be interesting (and not at all stressful), to see how our new routines work out. Guess I’ve got to start cooking now.
October is also the month that my mother goes in for her next set of scans. Friday in fact.
She is looking and feeling great (at least that’s what I see and haven’t been told otherwise). But still, there is always that feelings of what we like to call “scanxiety” leading up to the test day.
So, all I can do is brace myself, hope for the best and know everything will work out. That’s all we can do right?
Here’s to October and the start of another chapter in the life of Me, Myself and Kids.
